Book 4 – Unending Love, hidden amongst an ocean of sadness

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Flows – February 2nd, 2011

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Through
The lack luster
Of life

I will never
Be
Who
You
Want

Expect
Me
To
Be

Being
Here
Today
Many consider
Unfortunately
As a blessing

I like some
View it
As a curse

This aimless
Walking
This constant
Listlessness

Never ceases
Ongoing
Overpowering
Under fueled

My interest
Flows deeper

Written by Sean

February 3, 2011 at 12:01 AM

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Day to Day – January 13th, 2011

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This ever changing
Feeling
Day to day
Life

Me and you
Will
One day
Know what
Our hands
Bodies
Feel
Intertwined

Love

Us

These days
Pass by so quickly
But everyday
The thought of ending
Them
In your arms
Drives
Me
Closer
To you

Yet
This
Lack of courage
Lack of will
Lack of passion
Only holds me
Here

The constant
We seem to be
Searching
Longing
For

That something
Is
Us

Written by Sean

January 27, 2011 at 11:41 PM

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This Life – December 16th, 2010

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I will
Never
Know

The truth
In it all
You
This life

Will
This life
That we live
Show
Us
Compassion
Love

Or will
Everyday
Including
The ending
Bring
Only ruin

The choices
I once felt
Were mine

Constantly
Feeling
That
They come from
Elsewhere

This felling
Of
Fear
For them
Inescapable

Holding tight
To thoughts
And feelings

Hoping one day
I’ll see you
Again

Written by Sean

December 17, 2010 at 12:56 AM

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Each Day – December 10th, 2010

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This paralyzing feeling
Standing by
As the world slips through
Away
From my hands

Dying everyday
The only way I know how
Walking this same path
Silent
And
Alone

These lost
Years
Flowing
Away from me

I remember
Your scent
Your soft touch
Your sweet lips

I wake each day
Living this life
That is constantly
Changing
Me

Into something
I barely recognize
Anymore

Written by Sean

December 15, 2010 at 10:45 PM

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Wind – November 18th, 2010

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I don’t feel hate
I don’t feel pain
I don’t feel love

Everywhere I look

Broken promises
Broken souls
Broken people

Listlessly
No wind
A drift

Will the wind come
Once again
So that I may sail
Closer to you

Or is this the time
I finally have to say
Goodbye

The oddity being
I hide myself from you
Though I want you to see me

I do not ask you anything about us
Because I am afraid of what
Both answers could bring

Written by Sean

November 18, 2010 at 8:44 PM

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Time – November 17th, 2010

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When all the minuses
Far exceed the pluses
Every single day
It is hard to focus
On being happy
Ever again

Hatred
For
The feeling
Of
Losing
Sight of my goals
Due to
The passage of time

Will I ever
Have the time
To say hello

Will I ever
Have the strength
To say goodbye

Written by Sean

November 18, 2010 at 8:43 PM

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Anymore – November 11th, 2010

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With this life
Speeding wildly
Out of control

Something
That
Used to seem easy

Complications
Stress
Mounting

Things
I once reached for
Seem miles away
Now

I no longer
Believe
That I will
See the sunset
On your face

Running my fingers
Through your hair

Holding you close

Kissing your lips

Watching the world
In your eyes

I once thought
My procrastination
Was a burden
A minor flaw
Now realized
It’s been fighting against
Me
The entire
Time

My weakness
To think of others
Before myself
Has brought me
To this point

Alone

In place
I don’t want
To be

Unknown
Of this life
That I am living

No longer looking
In the mirror
Because I don’t know
Who I am

Anymore

Written by Sean

November 11, 2010 at 7:58 PM

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